waiting forever?
today was fun. its the last day of term 3, n start of 2 weeks hols. 3/4 of the class wasn't here today, n i got to stand near 2 veh cute guys. but dats beside the point newae. today me n nat went to buy emz prezzie. walked all ard chinatown n got lost wen we tried to get to darling harbour. my fault relly..i have NO sense of direction. newaes..we sat down at the harbour on the ledge n we took photos. it was fun..n today was warm..not cold.but today wasn't all dat fun. today i waited for someone. n i waited and waited and waited. just lyk alwaes, i stupidly waited. i guess i'm juz a fool, waiting all the time. i should make waiting my new hobby. i learnt [or relearned] that waiting is almost the worst thing dat one can do to pass time. sometimes it isn't so bad if u noe the person will show up. but somehow i alwaes wait for someone who never shows up. people call me stupid. it hurts, but what can i do newae, i AM stupid. [grrrr to all those who called me stupid]. newaes, waiting is painful..n i strongly don't recommend it to anyone.[i hate people who thinks its a joke to call people stupid when they are down. These poeple should really get a life. seriously.]-cUi-
on Friday, September 23, 2005
giving up?
hey dere. trying to rush my computing assignment now, due tml ='( newaes..holidays are starting here and dats a gud news, den first day back i got exams!! argh..wads wrong wid these exam timetable arrangers!! absolutely nuts.hahas..i'm looking forward for K on monday. aw..it'll be so fun, only for one hr thou, very boring!! newaes..i've been trying to listen to yes 9.33 over the net but my line keeps dropping n its so annoying! but at least i've managed to dl some songs over the net..so i'm still -kinda- updated.i'm gonna go do my work now..so yea. cya guys.-cUi-
on Thursday, September 22, 2005
-cries loudly and wails-
so saddening. yesterday was CHS's showcase music night n nat was performing..so i tagged along to support her. n wen i was dere everyone kept asking me why i was there, like i din belong or sumting. it kinda relly made me feel left out. den during PE today, they chose hockey teams and i was lyk the last to be picked. how sucky is dat. i dono, somehow i relly felt left out n upset, den everyone started making fun of my name wich made it even worse. n i got into such a crappy mood. u noe, sometimes things dat r juz meant to a joke relly hurt people. n it definately duzzen help wen everyone starts laughing at you. i mean..i don wanna be the oversensitive person here, but somehow i juz feel so bleh, like somehow i don fit in coz i don talk much n somehow i'm juz a loner. i dowan to be a loner. u noe it was juz relly bad. coz i'm such a boring person n i bore the hell outta everyone. i'm such a loser..zzz.feels like i don't belong-cUi-
on Friday, September 16, 2005
sighs..........
heyhey..got my formal dress finally. got 20% discount..hahas, cost 199.20. but very nice ^^ oso got the 5566 new cd, but i bought pirated de..zhen ban one way too expensive. newaes, i'm way too tired now to do neting. studyin for the last few days, doin so much hist..but not learnin neting ><its so hot here today, the windows are lyk wide open right now, n i'm wearing sleeveless. newaes, my bros frens r over now..n dey're SO noisy. haiz, owells. u guys have prelims now..n O's soon. so i guess i'm way better off then u guys. =P newaes..juz jia you la hor.
cant wait till i get back home =) i miss u guys SO much..n i miss kbox..n i miss all the food..n i miss bowling..n playin badminton wid u guys. lol [kinda hoping u guys wun get into jc..so dat u'll still be free during jan] heex.
-cUi-
on Saturday, September 10, 2005
hmmm
heyheyhey..longlonglong time no blog. todays fathers day in aus. went to blue mountains for the weekend coz my sis is here. hahas..it was quite bad today, the fog in the mountains was SO bad..we culdn't see 3 feet in front of us. n yesterday was okayy..until we went to the hotel n i was gonna take a shower. then there was dis HUGE spider in the bathroom n it scared the hell outta me. i'm so paranoid now, dat a spider wuld suddenly appear in my shower again. newaes, i watched willy wonka and the chocolate factory last thurs. its relly gud, i wanna watch it again..but emily n nat duzzen lyk jonny depp. neone wanna watch wid me?? hahas..o well. newaes, mite go eat dinner out later. i'm so tired. last nite had to finish my comic bks coz todae it was due. n tml deres sch..n deres work to do. bleh..got so much work to do. i cant wait for the exams to be over thou. then dere will be the formal..n i can go back to singapore. heex..den i can don go sch nemore le.i'm gonna go do something -fun. lol..blog another time lo. -cUi-
on Sunday, September 04, 2005
[mE]]*
*-cUi-
*lova-ly eighteen
*o5 June 89
*geminian/snake
*in transition between high school and uni [ex-Chatswood High/ex-bpian]
[liKes]]*
*my friends
*travelling
*jigsaw puzzles
*lime and lemon sweets
*music
*my ipod
*singing - kbox!
*cushions
*stars
*candles
*milk tea
*you (=
[diSlikes]]*
*nasty and mean people
*coffee
*peas
*peanuts
*capsicum
[wisHliSt]]*
*to graduate with honours from uni in 4 years
*roast breadfruit =D
*for everyone around me to be happy and healthy forever and ever =]
*world peace! xD
Word of The Week
Bleh: An annoying feeling.
Quote of The Week
"I'm feeling bleh"
------ who else ==;
Current fav. song
唱响世界 ---- 阿杜+林俊杰+金莎+张信哲+李冰冰+林宇中+胡灵+王传一+洪俊扬
-+dis gurl left her tearstains here o3o7o4+-